MISS BELPRE 2007

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

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There's someone for everyone...

...where's my someone?

Currently Listening Taylor Swift By Taylor Swift see related

++somewhere b e t w e e n the procrastination.... and the homework..... and the girls night out ..... and the friendships..... and the calls to each other complaining about crushes!!...... Somewhere b e t w e e n the phone calls to old friends..... And the "I miss you's", the "I love you more's"....... And the "What are we doing tonight's?"..... And somewhere b e t w ee n all of the changing, growing... Somewhere b e t w e e n the classes........ And the skipping classes...... And the studying for tests.......And the pretending to study for tests....... And the downright NOT studying for tests... I forgot.......... I forgot what friendships all about. Somewhere between the parties ... drunkeness .... hookups .... screwups .... Somewhere between all the appointments and starbucks..and gas station cappucinos, and beer... all night parties... falling asleep before the movie started and then not falling asleep all night... BeTwEeN aLl ThE iNsIdE jOkEs... Making plans then breaking plans... Appearing, Disappearing, then re-appearing...I forgot...I forgot what it was like to cry....... I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy........... And that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart ............ I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future.......... I forgot that you can't control falling in love........... And that you can't make yourself fall in love........... I learned that I can love......... I learned that it's okay to mess up......... And it's okay to ask for help......... And it's okay to feel like crap......... I learned it's okay to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day........ I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have. I learned that the greatest thing about jr. high and high school and the working world is the friendships, ........ I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about.......... I learned that time can heal all things... I learned that just when you think it can't get worse-- it does... but w/ the love and support of friends--you survive... I've learned that when you start feeling bad about losing touch -- those that you've lost touch w/ are feeling the same way...But, basically, I just learned that my friends........Both o l d and new......... Are the most important people to me in the world. AND.......without them, I wouldn't be who I am today..... So this is a thank you to all of my friends. . For always being there. And even if we're not on good terms or we have lost touch... I will always have an unconditional love for you.. ~Always and forever ~love you.~